The Feeling

The feeling of loving someone who doesnt love you back is truely unbarrable. i feel like i love him as my friend but no longer in love with him. through the years i have given so much of myself that i lost who i was as a person. the feeling of being alone is horrible , not having someone to talk about your problems... having that compassion you needed so bad. its hard being a young single mother, expecially to my son who is 5 and understands more than one thinks at this point. i feel like im giving myself all and of course for him i would always be strong but im breaking down at these moments. ive lost friends because of the stuff ive gone through. i dont regret it where im at in life because atleast ive had the experience to love and feel loved at one moment in my life but now its becoming the person i once was. so many years ive analysed what i want in life where ill be in 10 years and im gonna make it happen, even if no one is here for me one day people will come in my life and will make me feel like it was worth it and just be there.