Being Positive

With everything going on in my life now a days i cant help but get lost in thinking the negative thoughts of why and how and when. it drives me crazy and i need to stop before my mind completely goes insane. being surrounded by all the amazing people in my life is helping me more than i could know. Right now i have a guy who makes me feel complete, who really is easy to talk to and believes in who i am. i have my friend who has helped me and not been afraid to tell me i was wrong. in a way im happy im leaving behind who i use to be. im looking towards my future with my son.. with a new family one day i will create. its amazing, staying positive and believing in god is what i need to do at this moment. i know he wants to tear me down and wants me to just give up but it wont happen no more. with that said im making this promise to myself, to take everything out of my life that is not good for me, to be true to who i am and be the person i once was. your gonna struggle but thats the point of being successful and happy. at one time you were my everything and i gave up so much but right now your no longer my future... im letting you and the negativity go and starting fresh for myself and my son.